it's not very often that i feel overwhelmed...i was goin to say that i have been lately, but i don't really think that's the right word. more like...i guess i'll just admit it...i'm feeling a bit out of control. not necessarily in a bad way. in fact, most of it is good. truth be told: my priorities are out of whack. i have let busyness take over. i am amazed at how many things i have forced myself to say "no" too; yet i'm not sensing a huge weight lifted from my lap. there's ministry to do, boys to raise, a husband to wife, a house to clean (and hopefully sell), friends to befriend, family to love and with all those waves (as beautiful as many of them are) crashing over me, i feel like i'm being banged up and pulled out by an unrelenting current. maybe i'll end up in the calm water soon! i know i'm not the only girl dealing with all that and yes, i am also aware that things could be much worse. i am grateful for how i can look at each one of those areas and tangibly see enourmous blessing. soooo...
...not pouting...
...just processing. :)
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